Down low.

It's a downhill phase right now. Feels like I'm stuck in a ditch. At the bottom of the sea. No, I don't live in a pineapple. It's not a good time for me. I know it's just a passing storm but it really feels like ssvmcndsnfivr. 

At least I've still got a smile on my face. But I guess that's the problem too. Being too strong, for too long. 

You're still you. 

Blank?

HAAAAARRRROOOOOOO!
It's been so long. Sudden urge to post something. Give some life to a blank black page.
When it all feels empty, meaningless and redundant, you've gotta do something to change the situation, not wait for the weather to change. Faham ke tak?

I am . . .

Titanium.


It's been awhile since I've written anything and it is sad.
What am I? Who are you? What am I here for? Why are we put here on earth?
Wooooahhh. I have no idea what I'm talking about.


Hello my little lemondrops. I am coming home soon, 10 December. That's why this blog is exclusive and provides all the latest gossip about my fabulous eventful life as reflected by the number of posts I have had in the last year! How awesome is that? :D

Anyway, if you are reading this, the above information is true!
Totes.

Hi.

I feel lonely :(

I have a blog. I remember.

Woosh.

Not bad. It's been so long. I have no idea why i still wanna write on my blog. Lol. It is of no use. I think from the last post. I have only 2 readers. Not bad at all :D I feel so popular now.

Things have been going very well in Perth. Just recently, I came to a few conclusions and revelations about how to live life. Most importantly this one. Something I came up while praying at night. It reflected my innermost desires. Freedom and independence of anxiety and worry. Surrendering everything to God.

I don't want to worry anymore.
I don't want to wait and see whether I'll get a scholarship for university or not.
I don't want to worry about finance.
I don't want to fuss about getting a job to help my dad cope financially.
I want to be sure that my Father, both heavenly and earthly, can provide for me no matter where I am.
I want financial freedom. Not in the sense that I have a lot of money, just the freedom to be free from doubt and worry and feel a sense of security.

I realized, I didn't have to worry anymore. God has put me here. He will provide. He is everlasting an faithful and because He doesn't change, we are strong. We are safe.


We are secure.

Cogito Ergo Sum

I think therefore I am. - Descartes
In thinking, I exist.
If I do not think, I cease.

HELLO ;D random blog post for the one lonely person reading this blog.

All Glory.

Wah. Never thought I'd be typing in my blog again. I really got nothing better to do already.
Just got back from INTI-CF Camp 2011. Seek. Still. Surrender. Followed my youth pastor to the camp as he was invited to be the theme speaker.
It was alright. Really good seeing Christians and non-Christians alike coming to the camp. Sharing their views and opinions. Even Christians from so many different denominations came together. It wasn't easy to break through their walls at first. But then the Lord moved powerfully and there were a few who changed their minds (hopefully Haha). Some of the guys shared with me too, about college life, about their personal background, where they come from and all those stuffs. Really good conversing with older students and those who have experienced more in life as it opens your mindset.

Spend 5 minutes a day talking to a child under 6 and a person over 70 everyday. That's a saying I saw somewhere. But its true. Opens your mindset and keeps your views and perspectives more matured and stable. I don't know the proper word. But yeah. You get the point la eh.

Woohoo.