Sunday, October 23, 2011

I have a blog. I remember.

Woosh.

Not bad. It's been so long. I have no idea why i still wanna write on my blog. Lol. It is of no use. I think from the last post. I have only 2 readers. Not bad at all :D I feel so popular now.

Things have been going very well in Perth. Just recently, I came to a few conclusions and revelations about how to live life. Most importantly this one. Something I came up while praying at night. It reflected my innermost desires. Freedom and independence of anxiety and worry. Surrendering everything to God.

I don't want to worry anymore.
I don't want to wait and see whether I'll get a scholarship for university or not.
I don't want to worry about finance.
I don't want to fuss about getting a job to help my dad cope financially.
I want to be sure that my Father, both heavenly and earthly, can provide for me no matter where I am.
I want financial freedom. Not in the sense that I have a lot of money, just the freedom to be free from doubt and worry and feel a sense of security.

I realized, I didn't have to worry anymore. God has put me here. He will provide. He is everlasting an faithful and because He doesn't change, we are strong. We are safe.


We are secure.